Change

I feel upset for can't properly love a guy. The uncertainty of falling into a relationship is frightened me, the guilty of choosing the wrong gender will certainty make me down. I feel life is so hard sometimes. The feeling repeats itself in these few years. I feel hurt if I detect any relationship related matters from the person I like now. I hope to escape this heartache feel. Meditate somehow helps me to lighten my emotion. Hope my burden is much reduced from repetition of meditation. No one can help you, so you have to help yourselves, love yourself Jer.